night

i lie awake most nights thinking, letting my mind sift through thoughts & feeling that get caught in the cobwebs & corners. been sitting outside a lot at night once Ro is in bed, when the dusk sets in and silence falls into the atmosphere (as much as it can in the city), just listening to the wind rustle through the trees and the occasional neighbor playing guitar outside. it helps calm me down and helps me remember the simpler things that make sense and bring contentment in all the madness & chaos going on.