heart you

to dream as if you've never experienced pain
to laugh as if its the beginning
to cry as if its your last

live as if you are new to life,
to see all without hesitation and doubt,
moving forward putting one foot in front of the other,
knowing that this is the right action regardless the direction
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gentle whispers among endless spoken words,
soak into my heart... making a place for themselves, its calming.
knowing the power that the simplest things have is scary, but worthwhile
believing in things that i have not grasped or touched, the moment itself seems forever away... but the belief is there

beastie boys -'sabatoge' as loud as i can handle... either that or smack the stupid out of someone!

Bugga' turns 2!!!

Happy Birthday,
Roen Marley!

You are the light of my life, the apple of my eye... my heart!

I cannot imagine life without you, you are such a wild card (wonder where you got it ;). I adore every moment with you!

Love you Bugga', so much!

unexplainable & i believe...

there are things that happen in life that are unexplainable.
the reasons why are not always the answers we thought we needed...
sometimes its the journey that it takes us on, the pain, the healing, the unexplainable.

there are days i don't ask why, i don't want to know why. i need to trust that i am where i need to be & that i'm headed in the right direction to where i am going... even if i get a little lost along the way (its the journey).
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i believe...
in myself (most days).
in the better of humanity.
that people get lost withing themselves and struggle at times to find a way back.
in karma.
being grateful is good place to start.
people intend to do good in this world, but things get messed up along the way.
my life will all work out... even if i don't know the outcome.
my daughter is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
that there is more for me out there than what i currently have.
in love.
in truth & honesty, that it really can set you free.
majority of people are more selfless than selfish, even if it doesn't feel like it.
in positive attitude.
life is what you make it.
what you put out into this world is what you get back.
sometimes good people have bad shit happen for no reason.
in romance.
all things heal in time.
a good cry can be healing.
in my family & friends.
people make things to complicated at times.